A man was created by GOD to be a rational being, a man that can think about the consequences of its actions. With gratification of such actions, we given a medium of choices that we choose to take in order to move on and shaping the path of our future event and thus the life we are trying to experience.
I too feel that I have the predicament to think of such choices but I felt that I am a coward to make it a reality and thus, somehow, my life feel it is stagnant, constant routine with no possible goal to achieve.
Maybe, I have too much things in my mind, thinking every choices with each consequences. Thus, eventually not taken any of it would make me feel safe, secure and the same without diverse effects. Living in cocoon with ignorance of this vast world around me. Now, I quite understand why I always be such loner.
Eventually, I hope I will be able to move on or else I would just die out in this fast moving, ever-changing world.
Maybe....I think.....on that for while....
Now, let me think about I just write one more time, and see what happens Next
Merovingian: But do you? You think you do, but you do not. You are here because you were sent here, you were told to come here and then you obeyed. [chuckles] It is of course the way of all things. You see, there is only one constant, one universal, it is the only real truth: causality. Action, reaction. Cause, effect. - Matrix Reloaded