The Thinker?

 

A man was created by GOD to be a rational being, a man that can think about the consequences of its actions. With gratification of such actions, we given a medium of choices that we choose to take in order to move on and shaping the path of our future event and thus the life we are trying to experience.

I too feel that I have the predicament to think of such choices but I felt that I am a coward to make it a reality and thus, somehow, my life feel it is stagnant, constant routine with no possible goal to achieve.

Maybe, I have too much things in my mind, thinking every choices with each consequences. Thus, eventually not taken any of it would make me feel safe, secure and the same without diverse effects. Living in cocoon with ignorance of this vast world around me. Now, I quite understand why I always be such loner.

Eventually, I hope I will be able to move on or else I would just die out in this fast moving, ever-changing world.

Maybe....I think.....on that for while....

Now, let me think about I just write one more time, and see what happens  Next 

Merovingian: But do you? You think you do, but you do not. You are here because you were sent here, you were told to come here and then you obeyed. [chuckles] It is of course the way of all things. You see, there is only one constant, one universal, it is the only real truth: causality. Action, reaction. Cause, effect. - Matrix Reloaded

The Question

Thus begun another start up of simple writing blog of a man who is quite not the avid writer all his life.

For as long as I can remember, I was not very good in writing essay. Not that I was a bad student. Nope, I was a straight "A"s student in my early childhood (not to brag...). I was good in filling in blank question but when it comes to writing a long essay or story, I was just not a person who like to think long serious ideas or statement.

I was like, why do I need to write this long winding essay with important issues and points just to get marks? For me, it was just too much of thinking ideas and trying to interconnect words to just make into meaningful lines and paragraph. I always get C in my minor test but somehow at the final one, maybe after lot of minor tests someone of it eventually help me through to get some good result.

So, what am I doing here, why am I doing something that most of my life I was trying to avoid which writing? bored, blow up some steam or just plain crazy phase of mid-life crisis (am I that old now?)???

For now, lets make it the first conundrum of this man life to figure it out.

Hopefully, if this post will be the only fling or rumbling of my boring life in this blog, I guess I am still not far in my thinking of long winding ideas or statements but if there is, well maybe this will be a good start.

Okay, that's it. My mind is blinking empty now....until next post then.